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konban wa~!

i'm layin in bed, listening to Red Soil by Dir en Grey, relaxing. 

writing these words makes me think if it's strange to relax to a song like that. i mean.. everybody's chillin to stuff like.. singing birds, sounds of nature like waterfalls, rain,.. and i am listening to.. well, yeah. Dir en Grey.

*takes another cup of lemon-green-tea mixed up with sour-cherry-tea* ( -> fuckin' delicious!! *: ･ﾟ✧ )

aah, i'm bored. 

i want to go home, again and keep on working on projects. or at least being able to draw again. playin guitar, keyboard or singing loudly. honestly, this sucks. (;￣_￣)

and now that i feel so much better, the night-activity returns. as soon as everbody falls asleep, i feel like becoming more and more active. i want to be productive!! hash.. i hope i'll be able to leave on friday. 2 days left. this is something i could live with.

soo much i need to do. 

soooo much i want to do. 

but in the end it's all a matter of the docs and nurses. i hate being adicted to others. (￣ ^ ￣ )

i think i'll take the sleeping pill now and then i'm sure to fall asleep pretty fast with the headphones on, haha! ♪～

baibai, world!

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